wow, my first blog post!!! i already wrote wrote it, but idek what a blog is. i will just write here. 
i go on walks almost everyday!!!!!!
except for 2 days ago becuase there was some freak threatening harm on people. way to ruin my mood!!!! recently, I was on a walk going into this road. no path, just car road. it is always so pretty, especially on a sunny day, where the sky is clear and the bushes of poisonous white flowers that i always forget the name of move with the wind. but i always get this weird feeling in my gut when i walk down there. if i got kidnapped, id be really done for, since all i got is my stupid small dog..
he cant protect himself, let alone me.
anwyays, i was walking down there, and there was 2 dead crows in the middle of the road next to eachother. fujjjj!!!!!!! 
nasty?? one of the crows guts were all spilled out, while the other one looked peaceful, like it was asleep, but blood was pouring out the side of its head. by the looks of it, they'd died recently. it was sad, but also poetic in a way. dont ask me how. im bad at describing things like that, but it was a source of inspiration to me. maybe i will draw a zine.
i was on a walk yesterday again. and there was even more dead birds!!!!!!!!! what is up with this??? these ones were kinda more brutal than the last, uncomfortable walking past them, pulling my dog away so he doesn't smell them. srsly bro ... one of them was missing it's head. and these ones were on paths, not road. y is there deceased animals everywhereeeee
actually, there is this weird thing where there will be random animal parts in places? outside my house, sometimes there appear a big amount of animal fur. not like a dog shedding, it's too much. I wonder what animal???
there was another worse one.
i wait for my freind to walk to scjool with, next to my little sisters school, but usually she takes a while so I come to where she would usually come out from, a big patch of land that is basically a dumpsite. random stove, diaper, bottles, trashbags, microwave, horses sometimes, so mich random shit. this place is behind this green gate. so I would wait next to or around this green gate. now. why was there a big pile of rotting meat next to the gate. 
big. massive. pile. I dont even know if it was meat, it was something decomposing and it had this beigeish colour, same colour as smalec. the stink of it. it was mayb top 3 worst smells ive haf the displeasure of experincigsv. it was even displeasnt to look at too, just a big ambiguous pile of rotting decomposing something...!!!! is it a body?? is it meat? is it someones pet?? where did it come from, because you can't fit that through the gate...?!?!?!?!?! it's long gone now anyways since tehy started doing constructions. no more meat pile!! who cheered, i certainly did.
sudden topic shift from the big pile of rotting meat, but i wahnt to rate my teas. but I dont think ive drank enough yet to do a good enough ranking. but finishing a full box of tea is hard. well, if you don't like the flavour. persevering. 
i still am thinking of what to do with this website. nie wiem!!!!!!!! wiem ze chce tutaj po polsku tesz pisac, ale jak??? mam wszystko przetlumacach, cy robic kilka blogi po anglesku i kilka po polsku?? cy nawet mam ludzie kture beda na tej stronie? aaaaajjj kurwaaaa.... pomysle o tym.
thank u for reading my first blog post!!!!!!
